==The girl who used to have a mushroom poppy hair==

Saturday, June 11, 2005
Interested to know more about Jesus?

First of all, haha church camp was supernaturally great! alot of receiving and revelations.
well, i'll just write whatever i wanna write, its all glorifying God, so it doesnt matter anymore. hahaha

took alot of pictures in camp
was in the same group as brother darren, so blessed!
nat and i really enjoyed the presence of God
we had a japanese night during the last night of the camp and alot of people dress up like sushi.. i think its really crappy and funny!!! hahah
couldn't bear to leave the camp

anyway, i'll post the pictures up tomo... becoz im in the office now.

The camp was really great, i cant explain in words how i felt the presence of Daddy God. but there is this night when we were suppose to have praise and worship, everyone was in the spirit, singing and pastor called for all leaders to move around to pray for people. not everyone will be prayed for, but people who needed prayers. so leaders just move around to pray

there were like 800 plus of us, so its really alot.. some leaders just prayed for people whom holy spirit guided them to pray. so.. becoz this camp is a singles' camp. its meant to let us feel secured in God's love even though we are not attached. (its not a match-making camp)

so.. it was past 1/2 hour already, alot of people around me was like.. bring prayed for.. and i overheard the prayers.. they were all for mending of broken-heartedness, feelin secured with God's love etc. mostly is about relationship ( since this is a single's camp)

so i was just closing my eyes thinkin about Daddy God... however i felt abit upset that i had to come back to my family feeling burdened.. becoz.. alot of problems occurred to my family recently...

yah.. so when everyone else in the camp is praying for relationship and mending of broken heartedness. i was thinkin of my family.

feeling abit discouraged, i thought to myself " Daddy God, i think i need a prayer for my family. and Lord, since no one came to me, i reckon that u forgotten about me and i don't need this prayer afterall"

suddenly, someone that i don't know, someone i have not talked to about anything just came up to me and said she wanna pray for me. i was of course shocked. but in my mind, i was still thinking, aiyah, sure pray for relationship restoration one. i also don't need that.

she started to pray. she prayed for family restoration. i started to cry. she prayed for more specific things for my family which i have been bothered about ( i don wish to disclose much here) she hit the exact spot. i was tearing.

Daddy God did not forget about me. Someone i don even know, someone whom doesnt even know about my problems came up to me and prayed for me regarding that. how can i ever deny the existence of God?

Father in heaven just loves me overwhelmingly, i need to say this out. i feel so love and so precious in Daddy God's eye. i am so close to His heart. He takes care of me. and He knows me, He love me the moment i was born. He love me even though i was bad, His love overwhelms me so much , that i know, i don't wanna do bad things anymore, because my Daddy God love me so much. He came down to die on the cross, for me.

On the cross, He thinks of me. He knows my name. He loves me.

Thank you Jesus....

ghostly lullaby.... 3:39 PM